Life was full of happiness
Just as I had wanted it to be
Suddenly, one night I was sleeping
Having one of the greatest dreams
But before sunrise
I was thrown outside
Left standing at the front door of my porch
Locked out of my perfect world
How could this happen to me
I remember those words you said
That it was okay to put my trust in you
You lied to me
Thought you said I was all you needed
Sadly, I had been replaced
And left in the cold night
Sleeping on the porch of my perfect world
My home that I built
And invited you in to be my guest
Saturday, November 20, 2010
RISE & FALL
No one knows the beginning of your story
But everybody tried to tell mine
They admired and showered you with glory
And said I was a waste of your time
Your friends even said to let go of me
They were jealous
They wanted me too
That is what made me callous
You were blinded by deceit
My actions were not good enough
My stare, my kiss even my touch
But you still bought front roll tickets to my defeat
I got my back against the wall
You won’t respond to my call
Just enjoyed watching me fall
Mocked, hissed at and all
And now I have to crawl
When we used to stand so tall
But everybody tried to tell mine
They admired and showered you with glory
And said I was a waste of your time
Your friends even said to let go of me
They were jealous
They wanted me too
That is what made me callous
You were blinded by deceit
My actions were not good enough
My stare, my kiss even my touch
But you still bought front roll tickets to my defeat
I got my back against the wall
You won’t respond to my call
Just enjoyed watching me fall
Mocked, hissed at and all
And now I have to crawl
When we used to stand so tall
HARMLESS GHOST
So many times
I have heard your name
And every time I closed my eyes
I pictured how you led me to shame
You died when you left
But some weird way still alive
Living restlessly within me
Each twinkling of my eye, I see you
Each day that passes me by, I miss you
Each thought of you makes me hate you more
Because when I am happy,
You run through my mind and make me sad
When my heart begins to hurt
There is only one name I recall
That is yours, my harmless trifling ghost
You never smile, laugh or cry
Always with a dismal look on your face
Waiting for a chance to say good bye
Yet you never leave
Putting us in a never ending war
I am the warrior and you, the harmless ghost
I have heard your name
And every time I closed my eyes
I pictured how you led me to shame
You died when you left
But some weird way still alive
Living restlessly within me
Each twinkling of my eye, I see you
Each day that passes me by, I miss you
Each thought of you makes me hate you more
Because when I am happy,
You run through my mind and make me sad
When my heart begins to hurt
There is only one name I recall
That is yours, my harmless trifling ghost
You never smile, laugh or cry
Always with a dismal look on your face
Waiting for a chance to say good bye
Yet you never leave
Putting us in a never ending war
I am the warrior and you, the harmless ghost
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
UNFORGETTABLE
Time has passed slowly
You still find a way to my thoughts when I’m lonely
Leaving memories floating above the surface of my mind
It has been almost three quarters to a year
And I still do not want you here
You have become a part of me that I wish I could cut off
That I could set on fire, like a piece of cloth
Burning away our past desire
Never to remember your memories, false affection and the agony you me through
But I can’t erase it all
There is a tattoo in my soul, a scar on my heart and a deformity to my skin
And that makes you unforgettable
Just like history,
Only thought of, only spoken of, and only heard of
So last year you missed the roll call
Deep inside I want to hate you to my last nerve
But I am better than that
The true meaning of your love is simply dreadful hate.
Your kind is the worst that could be fall a man
And no matter what the plan
Your works will always be undone by love
A love that spells out truth,
That portrays tenderness
That shows care
And that defines the original
One from a lady
A lady you will never get to be
No doubt I will never forget
And if our paths should cross
You would gape at my sight
And also never forget all the times you wrongly pulled down your dross
In pursuit for your selfish pleasures with men
You still find a way to my thoughts when I’m lonely
Leaving memories floating above the surface of my mind
It has been almost three quarters to a year
And I still do not want you here
You have become a part of me that I wish I could cut off
That I could set on fire, like a piece of cloth
Burning away our past desire
Never to remember your memories, false affection and the agony you me through
But I can’t erase it all
There is a tattoo in my soul, a scar on my heart and a deformity to my skin
And that makes you unforgettable
Just like history,
Only thought of, only spoken of, and only heard of
So last year you missed the roll call
Deep inside I want to hate you to my last nerve
But I am better than that
The true meaning of your love is simply dreadful hate.
Your kind is the worst that could be fall a man
And no matter what the plan
Your works will always be undone by love
A love that spells out truth,
That portrays tenderness
That shows care
And that defines the original
One from a lady
A lady you will never get to be
No doubt I will never forget
And if our paths should cross
You would gape at my sight
And also never forget all the times you wrongly pulled down your dross
In pursuit for your selfish pleasures with men
NOT A DAY GOES BY
Not a day goes by without clinging to my pillow
Hoping to let go of my sleepless sorrow
Not a day goes by
Without wishing I could look into those eyes
Just to say hi
And feel your warmth in our four walled paradise
Not a day went by
Without having sweet thoughts of you
Your laugh, your smile, your touch and your sweet perfume
You know this is true
A day never went by
Without me seeing you near
Telling me it is okay and not to fear
It’s all gone and past
This is a brand new year
Pick up and run fast
She would have said
But she could not
Her memories keeps lingering in my thought
A day never went by
Without picturing you were here
Right in my arms
Where you will always belong
Hoping to let go of my sleepless sorrow
Not a day goes by
Without wishing I could look into those eyes
Just to say hi
And feel your warmth in our four walled paradise
Not a day went by
Without having sweet thoughts of you
Your laugh, your smile, your touch and your sweet perfume
You know this is true
A day never went by
Without me seeing you near
Telling me it is okay and not to fear
It’s all gone and past
This is a brand new year
Pick up and run fast
She would have said
But she could not
Her memories keeps lingering in my thought
A day never went by
Without picturing you were here
Right in my arms
Where you will always belong
THAT SPECIAL PLACE
I don’t need to sing a song
To find that special place
Nor to echo out loud my presence
Just to feel my existence in your world
We are all masters in our thousand spotlights
With each light sparking in a corner
And neither so brighter
But at sunset,
Your illumination begins
But mine is dredged before the night
I hope to find a place with you
Where yours and mine could reside
That special place within your embrace
Where our lights collide
And yours pierces my skin and gives me the chills
That special place where your love kills
To find that special place
Nor to echo out loud my presence
Just to feel my existence in your world
We are all masters in our thousand spotlights
With each light sparking in a corner
And neither so brighter
But at sunset,
Your illumination begins
But mine is dredged before the night
I hope to find a place with you
Where yours and mine could reside
That special place within your embrace
Where our lights collide
And yours pierces my skin and gives me the chills
That special place where your love kills
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