A DOZEN FLOWERS

A dozen flowers had i none.
For on them did i run.
When i had no where to hide.
From the hatred you desired.

Like the flowers you helped me grow.
And our love from infancy till it could show.
Now you wish i lay dead.
So you could be with your boyfriend.

This has been difficult to say.
I will be fine by the way.
This is how i get paid
For loving you and now hatred i never gave.

ALWAYS KNOW WHAT TO DO

When things start to go wrong
You panic, you run it, and you flaw it
Everything could have been better
If you did not know what to do
You listen from the other end
You know them, your friends
When I want to leave, you change
When I stay
You start all over again
Hurts when you do that
Always acting grimly smart
I tried to save what we had
You worked hard to make it go bad
Now I am really leaving you
And you act so sad
Like you did not see this coming
It gets worse, stop lying
The blame is on both of us
I have my cross to bear
You have yourself to cheer
Keep turning them against me
But I still won’t let us be
Stop all this games
Stop thinking you know what to do
This time I reign over you
I am not coming back to you.

SECOND PLACE

I can not say you are mine
For a special friend is what I define
The second and behind
I will be till the end of time

I came late for first place
And fell second in the race
I need not to be in haste
My love for you will never go to waste
It is to you I set it ablaze

Closest, sweetest and dearest you seem
I swear, your care and cheer I deem
With honor to you my lover
I will always be in favor
Through good and bad times forever

ITS LIKE

Your love is like
A rose that blossoms in summer
Taking away all my emotional trauma
Like playing on the ice in winter
Filling the atmosphere with no disaster
Or like autumn
When I need you to be the closest
Even its like spring
When I first gave you a promise ring

Your beauty is like
A star that glitters all through the night
Or like that of an angel leaving me with no sight
Staring into your eyes gives me an ultimate might
That I need to finish the fight
Just staring at you
Makes me believe all this is true
Our love is forever my boo

HATE ME

1. I recommended to you a lovely life
And promised you would be my wife
Today, I rain on you strife
You put all trust in me
All I did was wanted to be free
You are heavy with pain
You never complain

2. I was supposed to be a difference
Rather caused your weakness
This day you never hoped for
Has come with a deep sore
I totally disappointed you
And told you the truth
I love you no longer
That never made you stronger

3. You are the best
And me anything less
You are great
Me, nothing to appreciate
Commitment is a big step
Which I can not climb unto
Relationship is a full-fledged approach
I never can take that conscientiousness
Six months built – an hour killed
To an hour of distraction
Hate me please

DIFFERENT WORLDS

There are no right words
To tell of our different worlds
For the heart that showed me love
Desires intensive hate
It is my cross to bear
So selfish I did not want to share

A distant- kill
That felt so real
Trying to move on
When both hearts are torn

A ride through the valley of pain
My body soaked in hurt from the rain
The pressure keeps building up
Even though I gave up

BLOODY NAME

1. A cut wounds my trace
With causes for my disgrace
Hatred, I did not create
See, love turns to hate
I tried to make this worth
Gave up a relationship that could not work
I know I inflicted pain and hurt
And now my name is in dirt


2. They accuse me
My closest friend stabs me
The boys insult me
And those who loved me hate me
All for one girl’s lies
They do not know what it’s all about
No words shall come from my mouth
3. Draw a conclusion- my crucifixion
My downfall - my affliction
I refuse all condemnation
This is my redemption
From a baseless relationship
This is my freedom
From a relationship’s boredom



4. This is real
This is how I feel
This is my life
My strife
MY BLOODY NAME
Put to shame
All for a girl’s lies