HARMLESS GHOST

So many times
I have heard your name
And every time I closed my eyes
I pictured how you led me to shame
You died when you left
But some weird way still alive
Living restlessly within me
Each twinkling of my eye, I see you
Each day that passes me by, I miss you
Each thought of you makes me hate you more
Because when I am happy,
You run through my mind and make me sad
When my heart begins to hurt
There is only one name I recall
That is yours, my harmless trifling ghost
You never smile, laugh or cry
Always with a dismal look on your face
Waiting for a chance to say good bye
Yet you never leave
Putting us in a never ending war
I am the warrior and you, the harmless ghost